When I was 8, I went for a camp.. scout camp.. well ok, just immagine those small bastards in high socks and grey trousers, yup, that was me.. for about two weeks:) I even wanted to join them later but as in Poland you have two types of them, I never knew which one I was supposed to choose. It doesn't change the fact that during those two weeks for the first time I met someone with whom I really wanted to talk and holding hands and sing all those songs about the fireplace and friendship that you sing usually in the evening with a guitar.. what can I say, I met a guy...
my whole love story ended as fast as it has started.. I was 8 and he was something around 12 or even 13, oh my God!we saw each other at the breakfast, one fine morning and then I felt that the fact that he has green eyes as me has to mean something... finally when we all went for a walk I have realized that he was walking next to me and we were alone!which means that the others were more or less 1meter ahead.. and we started to talk.. and thats the moment when myy huge love evaporated.. we had normal talk about us and live which was more or less like this:
Him: soo.. we have the same color of eyes.. thats funny
Me: it is.. a lot:)so, what do you like to do, in general?
Him: I like singing (....yes.. he did...ooh...)
Me: me too!!!
Him: I like dancing too
Me: me too!!
Him: well.. but most of all I love reading books...
and that was the moment when my love was gone.. because instead of being amazed that I have found a soul mate and all that.. I was walking pissed off that it wasn't me who said about books first and that this idiot was stealing my hobbies and he had to think I was actually copying them from him!!so I just looked at him, into his lovely green eyes and said something about finding my brother.. and I left with heartbroken and huge depression that I really have to be a boring person...
since then I haven't changed that much, I guess.. I sing when noone hears me, I dance when noone sees me(unless I am in Krakow and I really don't care:)) and I read.. awfully lot...and it looks to me that my new hobby is to move...out... according to my latest plan I am coming back to Poland next year...
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